As i write this entry, my patient of 3 yrs whom I have had a wonderful time being with is slowly passing away, entering the kingdom of Heaven awaited by all his loved ones.
Its very difficult for me to see him in distress, much more to see the agonizing slowness of draining of the very life of him.
I remember my school days where the doctors tell us to keep a certain distance so that we wont be too much affected and therefore objectivity is maintained. Well, tell that to someone else, coz its really hard for me, especially for this patient who has showed me what generosity really means.
As he passes away, I look now into the future and begin another chapter in my little small insignificant life, compared to the life he will have.
Its hard to say goodbye, especially if until on their death bed, they expect you to bring them back to life.
So my friend, My Good bye to you, see you again in the next life. I will miss you so much